Thursday, December 19, 2013

Christmas oh Christmas

PERINGATAN: Christmas is coming fen. 

Hari ini cukup epic di kantor. Banyak contractor dateng cuman buat confirm materials tapi meeting nya lama nya se ampun ampun. Tanya ini itu ga beres2. Belom lagi jadwal dry lay stone yang berturut2 dari hari jumat trus senen lagi. Argh. Ternyata menjelang Holiday seasson ini banyak juga kerjaan yang perlu di beresin, padahal minggu lalu gue free. Hahahaha. 

Yang bikin gue sedih adalah.. 
Gue lupa kalo rabu depan itu Christmas! How come you can forget about it fen?! Bayangkan, gue mau buat appointment dry lay stone di hari rabu? Then the supplier said ' hmmm. Next wed is a christmas day' gue tiba2 diem bentar n OH NOOOO how come i can forget about it! 

Natal buat gue adalah tanggal merah yang paling penting. Biasanya gue gak akan melewatkan natal gue begitu aja. Bahkan seminggu sebelom natal biasanya gue uda bener2 holiday mood, but this year ... Is diffrent. 

Gak tau gue yang over thinking, too much thinking, kebanyakan mikir, aplaah itu name it! Tapi gue merasa banyak hal yg perlu di pikirin buat taon depan n gue gau kira2 bisa ngakkk gue ? 

I keep telling my self ' stop it fen! Don't over think, just relax and enjoy the show' 

Jangan lupa feni, Christmas is arround the corner, are you ready for it? 

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Psalm 23

One of my fav chapter in book of pslam.

Psalm 23
(1) The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 
(2) He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
(3) He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 
(4) Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 
(5) Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 
(6) Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

This chapter always remaind me of if God is with me who shall i fear? What shall i fear? Nothing. 

He lead me, He guide me, He comfort me. 
What can beat it? Nothing right! 

Blessed Thrusday! 
As weekend is coming soon and I can't wait for holiday mood. 

Cheers, 
Fen

Christmas 2013

Who doesn't love Christmas right? 
I always love Christmas! One of my fav part is card exchange. :) 

See how sweet they are! They're more than just a friend of mine.
I thank God everytime I remember them. 

Happy holiday! 

This one from Sandra. She DIY all the packaging and the card! 


from ci Keny, one of my fav sister! she's the most nicest person i've ever meet.


from ci Ina. orang yang sering gue marahin gara-gara ga mau nyari kerja. 


this one from Mr and Mrs Anthony Steven. I love this couple! 

dari cacamarica hey hey! 


she's my travelling buddy, my broken heart partner, my karoke pren, and not to mention my BFFFFL!
she's getting married next year! excited yet so sad, I must find my other travelling buddy. They say finding your travelling partner is as hard as you finding your life partner. I would say YES, But, I've got the best one!  


From emiche! 


Dari ade pungut gue. she's sweet and rese! I love her.
ps i love the way she describe ear that listen and eye don't judge.  :)


not to mention from my one and only sis, this is our first tradition to have card exchange and gift exchange. I love her so much! 



and not only my church-mate and family,  even in the office too! How grateful I am surrounded by lovely people. 

Look! there's a present under my Christmas tree








Monday, December 16, 2013

#Feni Randomness_v2

are you excited for 2014? I am!

I don't know what will going to happen next year.

highlight of the year is ...
I will be handling 3 wedding next year.
Yes! 3 Wedding.
normally each year I will just handling one wedding and next year 3 Wedding.
excited yet nervous.

Why?
this is my very first time handle a wedding mix homogeneous group with our youth group.
they all very professional yet very details.
I hear a lot from my friend how good they are in handling an event, how details they are, how professional they are and I was like WHAAAAAATTTT??
I scared, I can't meet their expectation.

if you comparing me with their wedding organizer I am nothing dude.
... and now it keep haunted me. How am I can meet at lease up to his standard?

so what I can do now?
learning.. (of course right? learn from the master, learn from mister google, learn from the expert)
trying.. ( no choice, I have too. giving up is not event my option. Never give up)
praying (HAHA. a must list. I can do all things through Him who strengthen me)

and I will take it as a challenge.
a challenge for a better me.
a challenge for an experience.
a challenge for myself.

and again note to my self, giving up is not my option.
Never give up Fen!

ps: But still, if the expert willing to taking over me, I will really glad! :P
pss: this is not giving up, but smart move. HAHAHA.


Christmas!

Christmas,
Did you feel excited about it ? I do feel excited about Christmas.

When I was a kid, one month before Christmas I used to write up all my wish list. I remember Barbie is my no 1 wish list and during Christmas eve I already put up very nice basket for my Christmas present. I used to decorate the basket and I pray that ‘santa' will gave me all my wish-list on the next day I am so excited I always woke up early in the morning, just to check my present and I'm so happy because ‘santa' really gave what I want!

But after growing up I am realizing that santa is do not exist.
There is no more secret santa, no more wish list to santa. It's all done up by my parents.

At first I feel so what is the meaning of Christmas without santa?
But I realize, I was wrong. Is not about the santa is about someone born for you with a purpose.

For me, is still the season of giving.
He gave His life just for you.

isn't wonderful? What can beat it?
He is the reason in this season!