Hey ya all!
uda May! OH NO! cepet aja yah. hahahaha.
gue tiba2 kepikiran siapa sih kita ini sampe Tuhan mau pake kita? sampe Tuhan pilih kita?
OMG tiap gue inget ini, rasanya tuh gue pengen nangis trus.
siapa gue ini? Tuhan mau pilih gue.
sejauh apapun kita mencoba buat ngejauhin Tuhan, tapi kasih nya Tuhan itu ga pernah sedikitpun menjauh dari kita.
sejauh apapun kita jatuh, selalu ada tanganNya yang selalu ada buat narik kita balik ke Dia.
jadi inget ceritanya Jonah, yang dia di suruh ke Niniveh tapi dia malah ke Trasih, and again Tuhan malah suru ikan besar makan si Jonah. sukur-sukur si Jonah masih bisa idup di dalem perut ikan. kebanyang donk, di luar perut ikan aja uda bau amis aje, apalagi di dalem perut ikan, kebayang amis nya kaya gimana noh.
kebayang gak Tuhan masih sayang banget sama Jonah, dia ga langsung di musnahin, tapi di kasih 'peringatan' untung akhirnya Jonah sadar and dia mau ke Niniveh.
same thing sama hidup kita, kadang kita suka ngeyel sama apa yg Tuhan benernya mau dalem hidup kita. kita masih semau kita, seenak kita jalanin hidup kita yang menurut kita itu BAIK, padahal benernya Tuhan punya rencana yang JAUH LEBIH BAIK dari pada rencana kita. ngeyel juga sih ye kita.
menurt gue hal di atas tuh sering banget kita denger yah, cuman kenapa sih kita sebagai manusia masih aja sering ngeyel. masih sering lari dari rancangan Tuhan. padahal Tuhan bilang Kuk yang di pasang itu ringan n enak. tapi masih aja dasar manusia. hahahaha. :P uda gitu Tuhan juga bilang pasti hal hal yang kita lewatin itu BISA kita lewatin, tapi tetep aja kita masih sering ngerengek2 bilang ke Tuhan ' gak bisaaaaaaaaaa' dasar manusia. haohoahoahoa. :P
so do we really have a reason to not to obey Him? no I don't think so.
okay, currently I was praying about something that will totally change my life.
so, tolong bantu doa nya ya temen-temen.
gue gak mau sampe gue lari dari panggilan Tuhan,
gue gak mau sampe gue ngeyel kaya Jonah.
hahaha.
so, please selipin gue di dalem doa doa kalian. hehehe.
Cheers ya all! :)
so, songs of the week:
Who am I - Casting Crown
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
