Greatful.

'Until God open the next door, 

Praise Him in the hallway.' Unknown 

In everything be greatful. 

Iam greatful. 

For my family, 

For my minstry, 

For my colleagues, 

For my job, 

For my problem. 

#Feni Randomness_1

I'm so much blessed.

Baru tau ada salah satu orang APLT dateng dari Taiwan, hanya bermodalkan 80 dolar untuk 14 hari tinggal di Singapore. 

Sebegitu hausnya akan Tuhan, 

Sebegitu rindunya sama Tuhan, 

Sebegitu kepeingin revival di Taiwan terjadi. 

Oh man! Jleb jleb jleb. 

Thank God for remains me this. 

Glorious Ruins

Sometime in live, 

There's a things that God let it happen, but actually you don't know why. 

You try to find out, 

But all the answer is why? Why? Why? And why? 

So many why here in there. 

They said, everything happen for a reason. It's hard though. not as easy as when you hear it. 

Especially when it happen and ruin your plan. 

I can choose to mad, 

But

Now i choose to said, even i don't know what the reason is, i know that God let this happen with some purpose. 

I will call this is glourius ruin. 

It's ruin my plan, 

But i know something big will happen. And let His name be glorified.

Choose right feni. 

Choose right! 

Here my theme song: 

Glorious Ruins

Let the ruins come to life
In the beauty of Your Name
Rising up from the ashes
God forever You reign

And my soul will find refuge
In the shadow of Your wings
I will love You forever
And forever I'll sing

Never give up_v2

Today i learn something, 

You might think you have a big problem and you feel wanna give up,

 but you never realize that someone out there he/she have even more bigger problem that yours but he/she is never give up. 

Do you have any reason to give up? 

I don't think i have. 

Never give up.

Have you ever feel so sad, 

Until you can't cry. 

That what's i feel now. 

Help me, Lord.

Don't Forget God's Promise to you

This morning,

I do believe that God is my God that answer my prayer. 

quite some time I never open Joyce Meyer daily devotion, and this morning when I was sitting down in the office I open it and ... 

Don't Forget God's Promise

by Joyce Meyer - posted August 18, 2013

[Abraham], having waited long and endured patiently, realized and obtained [in the birth of Isaac as a pledge of what was to come] what God had promised him.
—Hebrews 6:15

God gave Abraham the promise of an heir, but he had to wait much longer than he could have ever imagined. Today’s Scripture says that Abraham “waited long and endured patiently.” During those times, I am sure he had to remind himself of God’s original promise over and over again. Extended periods of waiting can tend to cause us to doubt that we ever heard from God at all.

Perhaps you are waiting on something right now and need to remind yourself of what God originally spoke to your heart.

Doubt and unbelief did attack Abraham and when they did he offered thanksgiving and praise. When Satan attacks, we must not be passive, taking no action at all. We should war against him and his lies by reminding him of God’s Word and promises to us. Speak them out loud, meditate on them, and write them down. When Habakkuk was waiting on God he was instructed to write the vision on tablets plainly so that everyone passing by might read it (see Habakkuk 2:2). Perhaps this was an Old Testament version of a billboard!

Fight the good fight of faith and hold fast your confession. No matter how you might feel right now, don’t give up because God is faithful, and just as He fulfilled His promise to Abraham at the appointed time, He will also fulfill His word to you.

Oh well, quite answering all my question to Him. some more, this morning during my train from house to office, i opened up Psalm, and again..

I read from Psalm 19-23 

God is know me best.

He really know how to makes me smile, and for sure He really know how to comfort me. 

so the answer of all my question is 'Don't forget God's promise to you'  

Have a blessed week ahead. :) 

Giving up? No!

There's one day i have a conversation with one of my leader.

Me: how come you never feeling tired of all this?

Him: the things that getting tired it's only your body, but when i'm thinking to what He has done to me especially His blood, it's nothing compare to what i've done. That's the things that always help me to giving my best to Him.

This short conversation between me and him, it's enough to open my eyes.

I know,
I'm tired, but He never tired on me.
I'm about to give up, but He never give up on me.

Then, do i have a reason to just step back ? No, i don't have.